so many thoughts and feelings running through my head right now and i’m wondering which are the ones to follow yet i do know and it’s sort of surreal because i always knew yet i am new to knowing and so it goes i am going with my gut and tossing aside those thoughts the ego thinks i SHOULD go with..im tired of where the ego has landed me and im done with the chances…i’m going with my heart and soul

Craig’s 65th

so many thoughts running through my head and all things are beautiful and different was at a strip club to celebrate my neighbor’s birthday and had the best night i’ve had in a while, because of the company and because i was around women though they are not quite my type i still enjoyed their athleticism and essence as i drank my beer and conversed with my birthday friend’s sister we had an amazing time and i am sitting here now smiling because of it

breathe and let go and I will show you the way
you can’t contemplate
just who and how I am
in this moment
there will come a time
when everything rhymes
and it all makes sense
so until then
breathe and let go and I will show you the way
you have no idea
just who and how I am
in this moment
but there will come a time
when everything rhymes
and it all makes sense
so until then
have faith
simply see how close freedom sings
and then run with it run to the open door
walk in the fields and roam the squares
light a wanderlust fire in the air
be the you who dares

Alison

i fell so deeply in love with you that when you stopped talking i began to listen….i finally heard what you were saying and i realized you were the one…but sometimes the moment isn’t right and the love that was so strong can be fooled by the lessons yet to learn…the heart will hurt…and in that time of knowing, you come into my mind and i wonder how you are, i’m not blind and i don’t really think we could find the time again to see where we could grow….i know, i know…i know…if you ever need someone i’m here for you…if you ever want to talk just call me and ill pick up the phone…i’m great alone but you were the one who got away, and i measure everyone by how you made me feel so loved and cared for and i adore you….i always will

embrace all of the things you are apt to let go of now, keep all of the love you feel close and walk with a confident step…those of you who may need some time, take it, others, follow your heart now, be afraid but continue, because this is your finest hour and every moment like this will be so…the most awesome time of your life