much peace and love
i’m very happy and enjoying so many things….i’m writing
WAKE UP
we are at a time now where it’s about sharing our gifts and shedding all the negative energy that may exist…we are tasked with saving Mother Earth and accepting help from realms we don’t yet know nor understand…we must be love and peace, let go of old weight and be ready for a wonder filled way of being!
rise up…be YOU…be humble and simple and truthful, honest, brave, loving, grateful, gracious, open…
so many thoughts and feelings running through my head right now and i’m wondering which are the ones to follow yet i do know and it’s sort of surreal because i always knew yet i am new to knowing and so it goes i am going with my gut and tossing aside those thoughts the ego thinks i SHOULD go with..im tired of where the ego has landed me and im done with the chances…i’m going with my heart and soul
if it were me
if it were me i would give myself easily but if you can’t agree perhaps you have more to learn i’m not an answer or a question i am simply me and if you don’t see who and how you are and the way you are meant to be then you must ask your Self where do i go from here, and how do i make my way?
sitting with my neighbor and her friend this evening discussing how the city is tied up in big money plans and eminent domain and politicians on the take and native sons and daughters shrugging shoulders as they march through time with no real vision, no mission, simply resigned to their condition and it’s all so sad to me i don’t understand why though they seem to see alternatives they choose to linger in the places that only serve to give them sedation…a sense of smallness lingers, a sense that they are on their own and though they each understand and have their dreams they feel they are of little good alone…so if they listen to each other instead of getting lost in their own heads, come together simultaneously clearly focused and intent, there would be change…but it must happen as a consolidated, truly focused thought…or it all gets lost
right now
i sit somewhere in between so many things and i’m not quite sure how to explain other than to keep writing and hope some sort of explanation comes across as i listen to familiar music drinking beer hanging on the couch with my dog feeling the incredible lightness of being in no exact place or moment in time i just am here right now and here is there and there is there yet no where at all and it’s truly a matter of how i perceive it am i at peace or somewhat unsettled it’s entirely up to me
Craig’s 65th
so many thoughts running through my head and all things are beautiful and different was at a strip club to celebrate my neighbor’s birthday and had the best night i’ve had in a while, because of the company and because i was around women though they are not quite my type i still enjoyed their athleticism and essence as i drank my beer and conversed with my birthday friend’s sister we had an amazing time and i am sitting here now smiling because of it
breathe and let go and I will show you the way
you can’t contemplate
just who and how I am
in this moment
there will come a time
when everything rhymes
and it all makes sense
so until then
breathe and let go and I will show you the way
you have no idea
just who and how I am
in this moment
but there will come a time
when everything rhymes
and it all makes sense
so until then
have faith
simply see how close freedom sings
and then run with it run to the open door
walk in the fields and roam the squares
light a wanderlust fire in the air
be the you who dares
streams of consciousness 